things put into perspective xxx

jan 8th 2012

wendyhouse..

woah still feels empty..
after he'd gone

theres seems to be a space..
that he always leaves on...

before the dreaded talk,found a lot of the things
i sent him from the Sugar site ..
was quite surprised actually that they were still there!

we read all of them and for me it was quite
clear how we made this journey start...clips of it i will
post here as they were memories that wwere written down,
never to be forgotten,tried in vain to reopen his acct to see
if his messages for me were still around...
but unfortunately,as i publish this we received an email saying
the email cant be reopened...

it started with a simple single message ...

maybe i can help?

hello nice to hear from you...i live in london as well.have a nice weekend hmmm,not sure what to say but feel free to email me here..i work mon -fri 10am-7pmwill be seeing friends tonight for a salsa event.anything else you might need to know feel free to ask me :)xxx


my answers were there clearly to see,a start of something wonderful...
and me falling inlove in the process...
which i never have expected that i would be...

Aug 9, 2011	maybe i could help? hello i hope your week is going alright... thats ok i like that description haha worker ant ;) enjoy your week and i hope its productive :)))

i love this one as he sent me an email saying he will be quiet for the week as he is busy like a work ant x

after this a first date was mentioned to meet up and see if we will like what we will discuss and agree xxx

Aug 16, 2011

maybe i could help? hello ----, thank you for your reply i am pleased to know your name, by the way my real name is ----.hmm i dont know how else to send you my number,but if you want i can do the dinner on thursday if you let me know the time and if its ok i dont stay too late? i think its a good thing so we could get acquianted? i am from the -------- originally ;) so if you let me know what u think then cool :D i will leave you to it ...xxxx 8 pm sounds ok for thursday. xxx but how? should i just go straight to the resto?:P

so,the date was set and from then on everything progressed
wow how i (mis) behaved on that first date!!!

i kissed him in the middle of the dinner,i cant believe i was sooo attracted to him
i just couldnt help it!
i was so naive and didtn think of the reason why we were there in the first plae,but it was
good he didnt mind,and i hoped he didnt think i was such a disaster...lol

other pages will be in my future blogs... just a glimpse of what was sent and now i know its where
the relationship was meant to go,but i know and i am sure it has somethign to do with us
saying what was in our mind ,well for me what was in my heart...xxx